Emo = (

sad , sad , sad ...

whats wrong to me ~

is that my drawing skills is like that worst...

i already put more effort on it 

i felt like my drawing figure skill got some improve 

since i really don't know how to draw a portrait 

and i hate to draw portrait ~

compare to before i saw improvement ...

today ,

the things that i think before was happened 

the worst things

i really can't appreciate it ~

the lecturer told me that i was in the dangerous level 

thn i asked him is that i gonna to failed this subject

he asked me don't think about it first ...

how can i don't think about it ~ is serious matter for me OK ?!

he asked me can i do better in the next assignments ~

my mind was blank at that moments ...

IT HURTS ME ~

IS FULLY HURTS ME ~

i felt like my tears was gonna dropped 

but finally i controlled it and stop let the tears dropped out 

that time i start worried 

suddenly become down , DOWN and DOwn

no mood to continued my assignments in class ...

luckily weili didn't cried in front of me ~

if not i will follow her to cry non-stop...